21k jewels used trying to pull Atum (I know she's not light priority but I just want her).

Not a single SSR let alone a single new hime from all the pulls. I had 99 himes in my collection as of doing so.

Used my 23 premium tickets from the previous raid (and 1 from log in reward). Metatron dupe, the new R and SR himes within the first 10 and then a dark R hime as well as 2 SR hime weapon dupes for the rest.

The struggles of RNG.