The better videos part in my opinion would be getting a better microphone and not spilling missinformation (?

About the multigame part I kinda share that with you, I drop around 250$ each two weeks on another game that I play for 2 have a day or so, every time I have time I play Dark Souls or Bloodborne and I go to college four days a week, that's not even scraping a bit on my job, so time limitation is out of question since I've done just fine with these limitations as well as health ones, if you truly want you can finish an event in a day and some people in this forum do...

Motivation, that's just personal
But in psychology and also with common sense comes the natural consensus that humans (Fuck you другs) need to have responsibilities in order to avoid depression, and a semi healthy responsibility would be to work to dump money on a game you enjoy.

Quote Originally Posted by MagicSpice View Post
recording vids- some of it comes from showing off what i do have, the rest is helping weaker players catch up.
About this, I don't want to sound mean or anything but I don't think you're in a position to help other players when you still struggle to cope with some game mechanics you don't understand and that goes not only way back with some dodgy statements but as recently as with this event you stating wrongly about the Eidolon System.
If something you need help to catch up my dude.

Nonetheless good luck with your game!
Oh and sleepless nights are normal as an adult.