You are just pesimistic, nothing more.
Why should I think that I will get her or not?
Never said it. You just came out with your fucking probability.
No need to think about it until she is out and tbh it's still luck.
Ofc you know that too, because your Mammon pull failed.
You just need to bring out your numbers to another players, because you didn't get that luck.
Furthermore... I can still just whale her anyway.
Just get your shit together.