Officially quit the game. Have removed all allies.
I would be lying if I say my bad luck with gacha is not a factor but it scare matters anymore as I don't think anything I pull can change my mind now. In MMOs I would usually give away the more valuable items to close allies (I once gave away 20M,enough to buy a full set of best equipments) but this time I guess I have no other choice but let those cakes rot and teddy bears bite the dust. And that rainbow skillbloom which I will never have occasion for is just going to sit there forever. Maybe a year later it will change its form, who knows.
Does not have the luxury and spirit to continue, this concludes it all.